lets be honest

As though a ton of bricks landed on my shoulders it seems a weekly downhill battle which seems to end results in tears. For along while I have been going into debt after college it’s been a struggle. It’ funny how they build you up s much, just to be crushed and left soulless. I never imagined myself in a position f feeling defeated spiritually and physically. I work hard just to get a check that barely covers any thing  and overdraft fees pile on. I never thought I’d welcome death at 23 years of age but I do. An addictive personality mixed with a fear of trusting people has left me alone for the majority of my life.